I think that Eyes wide shut is my problem. It's almost as if I am staring at my life from the outside looking in but I have my eyes closed. Today I realized that I can do this. No matter who puts me down or tries to scare me away, I can do this. Its kinda like a real fire in a sense. The fire is burning, fully involved...adrenaline gets pumping and you do what....remove the fuel from the fire. Except I am using my bad thoughts and peoples comments as fuel for my own fire. I'm using it to make myself burn brighter and faster and harder.
I've been stressed lately. Tonight I used that stress to learn a new skill. The anger in me was my fuel. I found I learned what I needed better when I concentrated ALL of my thoughts and feelings into the task at hand.
Now to make myself remember that...lol
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